my blog has expired.

bad news : my blog is LIKE so silent right now. idk why but I just don't wanna think about it. maybe it's tougher than addmath. DAMN. ok maybe this is the best reasons why, jeng jeng!

first, I don't usually do the blog updating thingy. like I'm lazy to do so bcoz maybe updating blog is more complicating than writing a diary. (like duhh ofcos).

second, I hate the so called BLOGWALKING. it's like a must to every bloggers because that's the only way promoting ur blog except you're famous like hanis zalikha, hana tajima, yuna and others famous bloggers.

third, I don't think people kept visiting my blog. seriously. so I don't give a damn to it. thankfully ;p.

so maybe this is the reasons why my blog is like a library. SILENT. nobody is keeping their eyes on to read it. so, salam everyone :)

I'M HUNGRYYYYY!

SO HERE COMES THE FOOD:

pada musim tengkujuh ni lah time plg SO CALLED RIGHT utk mempamerkan makanan2 yang OH SO DELICIOUS. wow! cmne, terliuh x? terliuh x?! *innocent face*

anyway, seriously tgh2 ujan + sojuk ni lah buatkan aku igt time enjoying makanan2 kt deli deli new york dkt OU. :( and oso, mee sup kt kantin STEMZA yg slalu aku makan. like WAJIB pegi kantin cepat2 sbb mee sup tu confirm punye abes cpt. BAK KATE OM PUTEH, first come, first served.

Alhamdulillah.

My life had been so great this past of weeks and the first thing I need to do is : PRAY TO ALLAH. because of Him, I could create non-faking smile EVERYDAY. but I admit, I had an unsettled probs because if you're always happy, then you're not SO NORMAL. seriously! so, JUST smile even when u have probs. because WE NEVER know how much fun it could when we're just SMILING. I just started to make it as one of my habits. This justin BIBIR's song-U SMILE are specially for those who are in sadness and pain. :)

SECONDLY, my heart becomes stronger nowadays. maybe my sister is right! she said if you're happy and getting more HEALTHIER, then your love for SOMEONE SPECIAL is RIGHT. and if he/she makes u MORE MISERABLE like, UHH XDE SELERA MAKAN. MANDI XBASAH. wth? then stop the relationship and just PRAY TO ALLAH and this is what we called the SPECIALTY of prayer :). WE THINK OF ALLAH EVERYDAY then He will always think of you. He will find you a good one. So just stop thinking about it and start to appreciate everything.

23?!

Semua budak pmr this year msti tau punye ape ade dgn 23 nieh. OH YES, u got me! RESULT. wow. so sblm je nombor 23 nieh muncul utk bulan 12 nieh, baik korang puaskan diri have fun and buat anything yg boleh melupekan bile saat kene bebel2 dgn mak ayah sbb result teruk (kalo teruk). so just prepare! fuhhh. tapi for me, parents maybe xkan bebel but yelah, dissapointed gile kot. sbb all I want for next year is...iss....ISSSSSSSSSS :

1st ; took sains tulen. yeah. ape boleh buat. yg tu je harapan aku. bcoz my heart says so. wow? haha.

2nd ; bile org tye... jibah, dpt bape A? 8A JE. wow. haha. kn sodap tuh bile sebut. org dgr pon sojuk je ati jdiknye right? haha.

3rd ; kalo xkene bebel, msti punye ah ati parents aku kecewa. mmg lah xnampak. but ade punye ah. kesiannye. 3 thun blaja tuh babe! wow.

kesimpulannye, ape pon terjadik. whatever it iss, kene REDHA! betui. Allah lebih mengetahui ape yg kite xketahui. maybe it's the best for me kalo xdpt 8a. Dia dh rancang yg terbaek utk kite sume. okeh apeape hal, GOOD LUCK and jangan bersedih :).

(anyway, beginilah aku when CANDID yg superhypehappygirl bile nak dpt result nnti.haha)

This is coooooooool

Let's start to pose like a model NOW girls !

Webcamming in the car

aiman haziq ckp ;ikan keli !


candid sehh aku



ni habis control beb !


candid part II


Control part II


lahhh last skali ngntuk sbb duk webcam jeh .smpai ke destinasi nye pon xgi ! :( zzzzzZZZz

kesimpulannye ,this is my new hobby okeh ! repeat ;NEW HOBBY. sesape rse nak follow hobby nieh, charge laptop awal2 kt umah then online dlm kete.wow! haha bye

Babe, don't worry :)

When I was 13, I always thought being PERFECT is easy and told myself I have to be one of them just like those popular girls in my school especially the SENIOR. I started to make a move and do practice on how to be perfect like gonna have a NICE HAIR, NICE SKIN and NICE BRAIN. I just want people to view me positively and just throw away the negiteveness on me. But when I'm just about to be fifteen, I moved out to a new school. My mind just changed. I knew there's something wrong with being perfect. You've just controlled yourself like what malay said ; CONTROL AYU, CONTROL SENYUM, CONTROL MAKAN, CONTROL WTH lah and all that. You just can't be yourself and stucked with NOT YOURSELF kind of stuff. I know, boys are just love to see girls with AYU personality right? but wth man. You're not an actress that have to act as an ayu girl babe. You just gotta be a girl with a personality and that's what makes you SPECIAL. people see you differently. and stop thinking what people said about you. They just don't know you yet. fyi, THERE JUST TWO people in this world ; bad and good -my name is khan. so choose. that's all you got. 50 % with you attitude(good or bad) and 50% with you personality. so, this is what I ended up with, being me and DOESN'T EVEN CARE as long as it makes people feel GOOD. yeahh :)